I'm sitting here in my hotel room in L.A.. We're here to shoot our new video for our new single. And I'm just thinking, thinking about her. It was about a year ago. The worst thing that could happen happened.

I don't know, but I believe
That some things are meant to be
And that you make a better me
Every day I love you

She was my angel. She was everything I had. And now the is gone. Gone to heaven.

I've known her nearly all my life. She was always my best friend. And we became lovers. Kian wasn't too happy at the beginning and actually didn't talk to me for three days. But then he realised that she really means much to me. We both had found that special someone.

I never thought that dreams came true
But you've shown me that they do
You know that I've learned something new
Every day I love you

She knew me like no-one else did. We could talk all night without saying a word. She was always there for me. Always patient when I was on the road with Westlife. She understood me when I thought no-one could.

'Cos I believe that destiny
Is out of our control
Don't you know that
And you'll never live until you love
With all your heart and soul

She knew when I was to be left alone and when I wanted to talk. She was the best listener. My best friend. Everybody loved her. And I was the one who loved her the most.

It's a touch when I feel bad
It's a smile when I get mad
All the little things I have
Every day I love you
Ever day, every day
Every day I love you

When I asked her to marry me and she said yes. It was like I don't know. I was the happiest man on earth. I wanted to share my life with her. She wanted to share her life with me. I thought nothing could bring us down. But I was so wrong.

'Cos I believe that destiny
Is out of our control
Don't you know that
And you'll never live until you love
With all your heart and soul

My heart was broke. I'd lost her. She was gone. I was on my own. I couldn't work, I couldn't speak, couldn't eat, couldn't sleep, I was a wreck I was lost. Didn't want to live anymore. I was at the lowest point.

If I asked would you say yes
Together we're the very best
I know that I'm truly blessed
Every day I love you

But somehow, I don't know how, I stoop up again. Somehow I thought she wouldn't want to see me like this. So I started again, I went back to work. Talked again. And they we're all there for me. I had forgotten how much my friends do care for me. I wouldn't have made it without them. And I know I wouldn't have made it without Gillian. She gave me strength over them weeks and months to get up again. And I love her so much for that. She saved my life.

I know she wont come back again. But she never left my heart and she never will.

And I'll give you my best
Every day I love you

(Lyrics by Boyzone. Written by Jerry Williams / Frank Joseph Myers / Gary Baker. 1997 Universal Music Ireland Ltd.)